Saturday, April 26, 2008
yesterday was hmm eventful. (:
we ended school early yesterday cause it was sports day. which was super
boring. everyone stayed on just to watch the cheerleading. half way through, i ran off to beethoven room. heehee. had combined items practice after sports day. and as usual, i went super high again, which is really bad cause my reputation is
totally ruin. ):
but anyway, i was supposed to leave practice at 9pm to go meet gillian and gang at parkway, BUT something happened. so i didn't go meet her in the end. i really hope she'll come back once more! so, at least i'll get to see her one last time before i go off too.
so this was what happened:
i was peacefully slacking while watching others practice, and suddenly this gang of people burst into the room and screamed 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKI!' well, i was stunned, and not forgetting that the whole chamber ensemble was shocked too. and then due to overwhelming emotions, i cried. (okay, this is irrelevant.)
they got me pretty presents. (: and heartwarming ones too. and they even ordered pizza hut. so in the end, because of this sudden thing, i couldn't go meet gill. but anyway, we got locked in school. because they were busy playing the piano when the chamber people were already walking out. :/ so after much trouble, and even consideration of climbing over the gate, we got out. and then meng mei's parents send us home, again. (i feel so bad thinking about it)
so THANK YOU to (in alphabetical order) jialing, meng mei, natasha, olivia, shilbe and yixiu! i LOVE LOVE LOVE you all. it was totally unexpected. though we didn't manage to spend much time together yesterday, but it has been fun! and i know that nothing will change when i leave, because we'll all stay as retarded. though the negative catalyst for arguments on where to eat will be gone in future, i'm sure you all will still argue, because
oli is picky too. (she's so going to kill me.)
vicki is happy! but drained.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
2:00 AM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i really really hope this week will just pass, quickly. i'm totally drained and i've no idea why. i can't pay attention in classes and i can't stop thinking of skipping school.
on a brighter note, i can't wait till friday. i think i should go meet up with gillian and sum yi and gang. i've a feeling it'll be kind of overwhelming, since they are a bunch of erm, happy people. (: so yes, since i've been feeling down, i shall go and be happy. and i should probably meet gill cause i don't know if i'll still get the chance to.
and another brighter note, my prettyyy phoneeee is backkkkk! oppsie. but yes, omg. finally. i don't have to use the smelly old phone anymore! yayy. (although i was kind of disappointed when i first saw my phone. i wanted to get a new one. OH WELL.)
i really need to concentrate. i've got a chem test tomorrow and i've just took a 2 hours nap. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:37 AM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
my sister just made my day. (: she got me a laneige blusher. HEEHEE. that was my biggest surprise. I LOVE YOU, BITCHH! (:
i wanna blow more candles. cause i didn't blow any yesterday. i shall just ask my daddy to go get a cake for me. though today is already the 20th. :/
i shall get back on my feet now. cause my sister is so sweeeet. alright. the second sweetest surprise came yesterday. i received a mail from kovan (HAHA). yes, from my favouriteee pair of twins. they sent a card and made me cry so badly. (SHHH, they don't know that i cried. heehee.)
thank you lili for pepper lunch yesterday! had so much fun gossiping.
and thank you lynnette for the drink at renaldo's!
it's quite erm, refreshing to have a quiet and mundane birthday for once. and my dear clarissa wanted to send me my birthday message at 11.59, but sent it at 12.59 instead. which is officially April 20. HAHA. but i still love youuu!
finally, THANK YOU to everyone for the birthday wishes. I LOVE YOUUU!
(vicki will try to be happy again. for now, she is.)
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:23 AM
Friday, April 18, 2008
although i was really dreading school today, because i had double SPA (bio and chem), but it turned out fine. (:
THANK YOU
23/08 for celebrating my birthday in advance. (: although everything is kind of obvious, with leon spoiling the whole thing, but it was sweeeet. heehee. thank you jessica, jana, jamie, joy and elizabeth for the board with my very unglam photo and the tiara! thank you grace and jessica for erm vicks. HAHA. we had the cake during chinese, and after i blew candles, we had to take the test. so anti-climax. :/
i crashed yixiu's house after chamber for a little while cause i was waiting for 08S113. she was being retarded as usual and she made me cry, as usual. AND she refused to give me a birthday hug since she claimed that it wasn't my birthday yet. ):
had steamboat with
08S113 after that! ally wasn't there! ): but anyway, hmm, we ate and talked. seriously, i'll never be sad with 08S113 around. had cake after the whole thing. and they smeared cake on my face. it was SO gross okay. i'll take revenge one day. heehee. AND jasmine helped them! like how can she! after dinner, we went to play pool, and i had to wear jasminelaw's smelly pe shirt. after that, shared cab home with jasmine, bj, ck and joshua! from upper east coast to eunos to kovan to pasir ris. HAHA. OH. and they got me a pink music stand. (i was just telling judith at chamber the other day that i planned on getting a pink stand!) then my mommy said that i can bring it back to canada and use! with lots of love from 08S113! (:
so to end off this post,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIJIE! heehee. it's kind of fun sharing the same birthday as you! hopefully you don't age too much! heehee.
if only we can celebrate together again.he's finally offline. his last trace of existence is gone.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:40 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
having a major breakdown is pretty scary. crying for two hours non-stop IS scary. but at least i've let it all out. (maybe not all, but some)
don't worry people! i'm alright now! many thanks to yixiu, kelly and my long-lost clarissa koh! I LOVE YOU. (:
i want to spend my birthday with my tkgs clique, mj gang, and primary school clique. hopefully. (:
my mommy says to go on a holiday in june. but she mentioned hong kong only. i want my korea! and i might be able to get out of mep practical. heehee.
i'm pretty sure i'm going back to canada this year, for good.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
1:07 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
i just got back from shilbe's! wanted to stay over, since it was so late already, but my mom will most probably bite my head off.
anyway shilbe's surprise party was a GREAT SUCCESS! shilbe cried, which is the main point. (HAHA.) anyway many thanks to RUBY and her family for playing along. so we had a birthday party, you know those kind that 5, 6 year olds have. HAHA. yes, huge and elaborate. we had balloons, streamers, party hats and goodie bags! (anyway i really love shilbe's house. heehee) oh, and we really freaked out when shilbe came back, and the cake nearly got burnt. so erm,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHILBE! we'll never forget your birthday alright!i had lots of fun today. nothing beats gathering with old friends. and laughing at our ahjumma (jialing!). so, my throat really hurts now, from too much laughing and screaming. and i ate so much today, omg.
and i'm pretty sure they won't have any money or time to do anything for me on my birthday! if they are going to, that is. hohoho.
my phone is sent for repairing. ): or rather, checking. and i still have to decide whether to repair it or buy new phone. damn it. i really love that phone.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:53 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008
everything will be fine. it'll be great, I'M SURE. (:
i hope i'm meeting 113 on my birthday! YES! heehee. the awesome foursome! just one week awayy! oh my. there are so many people whom i want to see.
beneath the laughter, there's an underlying grief and fear.i'm happy, yes? let the smile stay plastered. (:
nette! i'm so sorry for emo posts. i'm hmm naturally emo. heehee.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:57 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
i'm been feeling scared lately. scared of everything. but because i've always been pushing this fear away, i feel uneasy now.
i've been thinking about
that a lot. i guess it'll never go away. part of my life had been changed, permanently. i wonder if this is the start of depression,
again. but nevertheless, i do try to stay happy.
for example, being high during sectionals. everyone in chamber now thinks that i'm mad.
oh nooo. but at least i'm beginning to enjoy myself in sectionals
only. i'm still scared of the conductor. :/ and because of concert, we are having intensive practice, which is really tiring.
so yes.
TJC Chamber Ensemble Concert is coming up on the
2nd of May.
7.30pm at NAFA Lee Foundation Theatre. Tickets are at
$12. please come! get tickets from me alright. (:
i'm really appreciating weekends nowadays. though school has really been stressful and tiring, i guess i've gotten used to it. i really do not look forward to adapting to a new environment in canada, if i really do go back that is.
my birthday is coming up in two weeks' time. i had been looking forward to it all these while. but i suddenly had a change of mind. i'm going through the same cycle as last year again. i think i'm starting to dread my birthday
again. i hope it'll turn out fine. for once, my sister wants to celebrate my birthday with me, cause well, it'll most likely be my last birthday in singapore. and she won't get to celebrate it with me for the next few years, until she goes to canada. ):
and an upsetting fact that there will be one less birthday wish this year.i'm sorry for the upsetting post. (if it affects you.)
I WANT TO GO TO KOREA. i'm dying to go there again. and yes, for once my sister wants to too. see! last year's trip was a good idea. SO DADDY MOMMY, PRETTY PLEASE? JUNE JUNE? :D let me tour enough of asia first!
[and screw mep practical. i hope i don't have to go for it. it's in the holidays. let me withdraw from school first! let me be accepted by the universities cause i'm dying in mep ): ]
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:38 AM